Highs and Lows. I guess that’s the way it is when you run your own business. Sometimes it’s dry like a desert and other times you are drowning and gasping for air. I’m currently dealing with the latter but slowly climbing out of the chaos.
We leave for Ireland in just a few days and I can’t believe it! We’ve been planning this trip for AGES and it’s here – just a few anxiety attacks away. I haven’t thought a single second about that trip. Not one. I don’t know what I want to do when I get there, what I want to eat, how much luggage I want to bring. NADA. All I know is what time my flight takes off. The rest… is up in the air with Jesus.
Bill went away for 4 days and I’m still playing sleep catch up. Between sleepovers and Halloween parties and Caleb waking up in the middle of the night because he had a nightmare, my body is aching for an 8-hour rest. I don’t know… I think tonight I might do a little ZZZquil and get caught up. Every now and then, I just have to get back on track.
My house is REALLLY coming together. It’s just been SO HARD to find a new place to live. We decided to just fix what we have in the meantime. I couldn’t be more thrilled. Each room is super fab. There’s just one slight issue – I hate the paint color that we picked for the living room. Hate. It. Like – with all my heart. We need to repaint. It just isn’t what I want at ALLLLL. But we’ve painted this room three times this year and if I ask Bill again to paint with me, I think he will lose it. So, I’m just dealing with it for now. I sort of want him to go away again and just paint it when he is away as a surprise. LOL. I think that is the only way I can do it at this point!!!
My daughter is going to a Halloween party today and is actually going trick or treating without me. It’s happening. The separation. I could cry! I knew this day would come… WAHHHHHHH
Thank goodness I have two left. 🙂