I woke up this morning in a fog. Actually, my husband let me sleep until about 8:20 which is unheard of in this house. It almost felt like I was on vacation. The kids were just about to head out for school. I gave them both a huge kiss, grabbed my tea and then sat down at my desk.
And it felt like I never left. For the first few moments, it felt like I just sort of lived there. At my desk. And that I didn’t just wake up from sleeping – it was more like I never slept at all to begin with.
Hustling ain’t easy.
My partners and I have a really big goal to achieve – a really, really big one. One that keeps me up at night. We are putting a real dent into it, but still, it’s not a fun day at the park.
I’m really tired. Besides doing my new responsibilities, I still have to do everything else that I normally do. And look – I’m not complaining – I asked for all of this. It’s true.
But lately I’ve been feeling like I’m having an out of body experience. Like I’m living my life – but I’m not. Does that make sense?
My house looks like it’s been robbed. And I can’t tell you the last time I cooked (which is sad because I really love to cook). I’m ready for a vacation. A long, warm, sandy vacation. I need to go to a place where I can sleep on the beach and cuddle up with my man as our kids build sand castles and frolic in the waves.
I’m so ready.
Serene
Friday 20th of January 2012
I hear you... Everytime i blink i catch myself dreaming of that vacation....oh vacation where art thou?? :(
Tiffany Youngren
Friday 20th of January 2012
It's been a week just like that for me! I can totally relate.
~ Tiffany
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